Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Once Bitten, Twice Shy
From : _______________
Date : 31 March 2010 05: 59AM
To : knowyourmats@hotmail.com
Dear TMS,
Today, was my first time reading your blog and I am not surprised to read stories about this mat cheating on that minah and that minah cheating on this mat and so on. Well, we've heard that story one time too many, stories that would make a true believer in love, a total cynic. I am, of course, speaking from experience. Believe me, I was a true believer in love and the total romance that comes with it, you know, surprise the girl with flowers at her door, writing songs for her and what not? I was all that, until I got together with this girl, N. I was a hopeless romantic, seriously. I was all about N, thinking about her 24/7, couldn't wait til the next time I'll be seeing her. However, that all changed over time.
One night, I tried calling N over and over again, texted her a million times and she didn't respond. I was freaking worried, seriously worried. I had half a mind to go over her place and check up on her until she texted me saying she accidentally fell asleep. I was ever so loving and said:
"Nvm syg.. you go back to sleep k? Muacks, I love you."
A couple of days later, she let it slip that she was actually out to town with her ex. I was furious. I was angry. But I loved her so I gave her another chance. I was so dumb.
There were a couple of things that b**** did along the way but I gotta share this other story.
We were supposed to meet one morning, but I didn't show up. Guess what that s*** did? Gave her ex a booty call!
To cut the story short, I was devastated by N and my beliefs in love were completely shattered.
Along the way, I changed into this other person completely. A player, a Casanova, whatever. I enjoyed the company and attention of women and the things we would do together. It was a colorful period in my life, though I can't quite say I'm proud of it.
One day, I started talking to this girl, K. She was my classmate back in high school actually. I thought I'd try my luck with her, try to get into her pants, so to speak. That worked out well, until I suggested to her that we just be friends with benefits. There was a reason why I suggested that. She was a player, and so was I. We would talk about our "victims" and laugh it off and shit. What I failed to realize was that she started to develop feelings for me. Needless to say, she left me for another guy, while I still keep on playing, thinking that she got bored of me.
However, after breaking up with that guy, I started talking to her again, hoping to score again. Things were working out great until I told her I'm still playing. So, she left again, for another guy, again. I thought I bored her, again. Genius, right?
After she broke up with that guy, we started talking again. This time, after much maturing, I decided to ask her why she kept disappearing like that. That was when all the outpouring of feelings happened. She told me she loved me from the beginning. Despite our playing, she decided that she loved me and still does. That was why she decided to give up her whole world for me but felt betrayed when I told her that I was still having flings. Hence, she left, twice.
That kinda struck me hard. I was at a loss, I didn't know what to do. I did some soul searching, consulted a couple of close friends and decided that I should stop playing, once and for all. For my sake, and hers. Somebody, who truly loved me for me, after all we've been through. After all, we rarely hear of stories where second chances are given. It wasn't easy, I must confess. To break off all ties that I had with the other girls was tough. To change from a polygamist lifestyle, to a monogamist's; excruciatingly hard. However, it wasn't impossible. Somehow, I managed to pull through. Sure, I made a couple of mistakes here and there, but with her understanding and support, we've never been happier. I'm slowly beginning to be a hopeless romantic again..
The reason why I want to share this story with you, is to show that people can change, no matter how bad he or she has been. Sure, there are a couple of rotten eggs out there who spoil the rest but that doesn't mean that there are not any good ones out there.
Miss ENOT : Miss ENOT erased some of the phrases and words caused i guess we have a much younger readers here.
But anyway, let me start of with, no matter how angry or mad are you with that person, do NOT, i repeat, do NOT call him/her names. She/He was once a part of your life and was the person who you shared your love with. For your case, Mr Mat, it happens to all human beings, when you got ditched, you tend to mingle around and have flings, and you felt great about it. Ya, most people do. But these people, never think outside the box, as in what awaits you in the future. Thanked god, you did some soul searching or else you would never find that lost soul of yours. and yes Mr Mat, you might felt betrayed, sad and devastated, and miss ENOT am sure now, you've move on. Give yourself a pat on the back. Well, my dear, all people change. From good to bad, From Bad to worst or either From worst to good. (: Cheers!
Signing Off,
Miss ENOT ♥ ¶ 1:38:00 AM
Date : 31 March 2010 05: 59AM
To : knowyourmats@hotmail.com
Dear TMS,
Today, was my first time reading your blog and I am not surprised to read stories about this mat cheating on that minah and that minah cheating on this mat and so on. Well, we've heard that story one time too many, stories that would make a true believer in love, a total cynic. I am, of course, speaking from experience. Believe me, I was a true believer in love and the total romance that comes with it, you know, surprise the girl with flowers at her door, writing songs for her and what not? I was all that, until I got together with this girl, N. I was a hopeless romantic, seriously. I was all about N, thinking about her 24/7, couldn't wait til the next time I'll be seeing her. However, that all changed over time.
One night, I tried calling N over and over again, texted her a million times and she didn't respond. I was freaking worried, seriously worried. I had half a mind to go over her place and check up on her until she texted me saying she accidentally fell asleep. I was ever so loving and said:
"Nvm syg.. you go back to sleep k? Muacks, I love you."
A couple of days later, she let it slip that she was actually out to town with her ex. I was furious. I was angry. But I loved her so I gave her another chance. I was so dumb.
There were a couple of things that b**** did along the way but I gotta share this other story.
We were supposed to meet one morning, but I didn't show up. Guess what that s*** did? Gave her ex a booty call!
To cut the story short, I was devastated by N and my beliefs in love were completely shattered.
Along the way, I changed into this other person completely. A player, a Casanova, whatever. I enjoyed the company and attention of women and the things we would do together. It was a colorful period in my life, though I can't quite say I'm proud of it.
One day, I started talking to this girl, K. She was my classmate back in high school actually. I thought I'd try my luck with her, try to get into her pants, so to speak. That worked out well, until I suggested to her that we just be friends with benefits. There was a reason why I suggested that. She was a player, and so was I. We would talk about our "victims" and laugh it off and shit. What I failed to realize was that she started to develop feelings for me. Needless to say, she left me for another guy, while I still keep on playing, thinking that she got bored of me.
However, after breaking up with that guy, I started talking to her again, hoping to score again. Things were working out great until I told her I'm still playing. So, she left again, for another guy, again. I thought I bored her, again. Genius, right?
After she broke up with that guy, we started talking again. This time, after much maturing, I decided to ask her why she kept disappearing like that. That was when all the outpouring of feelings happened. She told me she loved me from the beginning. Despite our playing, she decided that she loved me and still does. That was why she decided to give up her whole world for me but felt betrayed when I told her that I was still having flings. Hence, she left, twice.
That kinda struck me hard. I was at a loss, I didn't know what to do. I did some soul searching, consulted a couple of close friends and decided that I should stop playing, once and for all. For my sake, and hers. Somebody, who truly loved me for me, after all we've been through. After all, we rarely hear of stories where second chances are given. It wasn't easy, I must confess. To break off all ties that I had with the other girls was tough. To change from a polygamist lifestyle, to a monogamist's; excruciatingly hard. However, it wasn't impossible. Somehow, I managed to pull through. Sure, I made a couple of mistakes here and there, but with her understanding and support, we've never been happier. I'm slowly beginning to be a hopeless romantic again..
The reason why I want to share this story with you, is to show that people can change, no matter how bad he or she has been. Sure, there are a couple of rotten eggs out there who spoil the rest but that doesn't mean that there are not any good ones out there.
Miss ENOT : Miss ENOT erased some of the phrases and words caused i guess we have a much younger readers here.
But anyway, let me start of with, no matter how angry or mad are you with that person, do NOT, i repeat, do NOT call him/her names. She/He was once a part of your life and was the person who you shared your love with. For your case, Mr Mat, it happens to all human beings, when you got ditched, you tend to mingle around and have flings, and you felt great about it. Ya, most people do. But these people, never think outside the box, as in what awaits you in the future. Thanked god, you did some soul searching or else you would never find that lost soul of yours. and yes Mr Mat, you might felt betrayed, sad and devastated, and miss ENOT am sure now, you've move on. Give yourself a pat on the back. Well, my dear, all people change. From good to bad, From Bad to worst or either From worst to good. (: Cheers!
Signing Off,
Miss ENOT ♥ ¶ 1:38:00 AM
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