Sarah and I were friends since primary school. We were in the same class since Primary 1. After PSLE, we even went to the same secondary although we were in different streams. I was in the Express stream while she was in the Normal Academic. Nevertheless we remain close friends. We  share each other secrets like sisters. After our  O levels and N levels respectively, we went to find for temporary jobs. I was so happy that Sarah manage to be promoted to Secondary 5. We were then working at this retail outlet. So went Sarah started her new school term, i was still working while waiting for my results.

This is where it all started, i got to know Jay(name is change also). Like me Jay was also waiting for his O levels results. As we will both the same age, Jay and me got closer. We  became officially a couple. I didn't forget about Sarah. Sometimes Sarah would tag along when me and Jay went out together.And Jay wouldn't mind at all. Upon receiving our O levels result, Jay and me got into the same Junior College. I was so happy. 

During the time i was with Jay, everything was sweet. He will always fetch me from my block and we would go to school together. Every time i argue with Jay, Sarah would be the one who ask me to forgive him. 

After two years, i got my A levels result. My parents wanted me to continue my studies overseas in accounting.So i obliged. I ask a break from Jay not because i didn't love him anymore but i have never believe in long-distance relationship. Jay was angry with my decision and didn't want the break up.

After much argument, i left Singapore while still attached to him. He says he will wait for me. I was thinking at that point of time, i would be the stupidest girl to let him go. But i was dead wrong.

Sarah says she will keep an eye on him for me. Well during the few months, we would write and webcam with each other. But after the first year i was overseas, the time he have for me grew lesser and lesser. He say he was busy with school and so on.

To cut the story short, after my three year stint

I came back to Singapore.  I was really happy to see him in the airport to welcome me back but Sarah was nowhere to be found. But he look crestfallen. I ask him why but no response. 

While i was in States for 3 years, i was an idiot to wait for him.

All the sweet talks were nothing, Jay and Sarah got together the first year i left. Jay told me that he is sorry and he wanted me back. He say that he was taking Sarah just as a substitute for me. I was like "what the **** are u saying??"

Sarah is my best friend and you got the guts to say all this to me. Another surprise slap me in the face at that very same day, Sarah came to my house and said "Bitch, you left him and now u are back, u want him is it? Who is going to be responsible for the baby that is growing inside my tummy".

I couldn't control myself and gave Jay a big tight slap across his face. I ran out of my parents house crying so badly.All this while when i am not in Singapore they were having each other for company. Two person who is not related to me by blood and i would risk my life for them.

 I remember going to the places where me,Sarah and Jay use to hang out.Asking myself who to blame but i guess until now i got no answer. 

I didn't contact Sarah or Jay after that. I am sad that my friendship with Sarah have to end that way. But at the same time my praises to God that it happen before Jay and I got married.

Now i am waiting for my big day at the end of the year with someone by the name Zul.