Thursday, March 11, 2010
TMS Reader: Not only MATS who hurt the MINAHS
Hey there TMS.
I never fail to passby this blog everytime i uses the computer.
I love reading this blog alot.
And i have been reading all the comments those readers gave to TMS.
Saying that actually not only the MATS yg buat perangai.. But it can also be the MINAH..
And i agreed. Because i myself have bastard my own mat.
So here i am going to share to you people, TMS & readers about myself.
I've been with this mat for 3 yrs. We got to know each other when we got into the same school. We became friends, and soon, lovers. Both liked each other, but he made the first move. So i accepted his love because i really find him suitable for me and i know that he can take good care of me and won't play with my feelings. And it's true. So yeah, At first, everything went well. We were like the Sweetest couple ever. Our friends told us that they really wish to be like us. Sweet & faithful to each other. After about 5 mnths with him, he wanted to make love. So yeah, he is the guy that made me lost my V. We did it when he wants it.
Until about 1 yr plus going to be 2 yrs, i started to feel like JELAK ngn my mat ni. So my attitude, behaviour towards him all changed. I started to contact with other guys. My ex, guys from friendster and stuffs. I met other guys behind his back. And by doing all this, my love for my mat will continue to fade. He asked me why i've changed alot but i just ignored him and make him hurt more so that he will break-up with me. Because i know, it's hard for him to leave me. I tried my very best to make him hate me. But i failed. No matter what happens, he still wants to be with me. It's not because of my body that make him don't want to leave me. It's true. I know him well. If it's true he's just going after my body, why won't he go and contact with other girls. Why the hell he sanggop buat ape2 for me. Why when i asked him to stop drinking, he stopped. Why when i asked him to stay at home and don't follow his friends go ton, he stayed at home & otp with me the whole night. Can see from there right that he truly loves me. He have once told me that out of all his ex, he loved me the most. Because the way i care for him, the way i comfort him when he's down, the way i layan him, all different from his ex. And that is why he loved me most.
But then, after all what he have done for me, this is what i gave him in return. He caught me contacting with other guys a number of times. Still, he loves me & be patient. But me, just do what i want and don't care about his feelings, still didn't change my attitude. There's one time he caught me again contacting wit another guy when i'm at his house, watching TV & that guy texted me. He pulled me out of his house and he let out all his feelings. He told me that his mom already loved me and accepted me as her son's gf and trusted me. He told me that his heart really breaks into pieces and feel like breaking-up with me but he think twice and be patient towards me. But after he waste his energy crying his heart out for me, i told him to just leave me and go find a new girl that's better than me. He cried more and punched the wall a number of times because he really doesn't want to lose me. I know how he feels. Sad, angry, stressed, all in his feelings. I stopped him and i told him that i loved him and will not do it again. He stopped and he hugged me. He trusted me and believed that i can change for him.
After a few months, i started to contact with other guys again. After about sometime, i quarelled with him about something that makes me really mad. And that was the first time he lay his hands on me. He slapped me hard on my face. I got really mad and i told him that i really don't want him to be my bf anymore. I told him to leave me right that minute. And this time, it's me who told him that i've been contacting with other guy behind his back. I told him because i just want to hurt his feelings more. I told him i loved that guy. I told him my feelings for him has faded and not even 1% left. He cried. He cried and he told me that if that is what i want and will make me happy, he will let me have what i want. He promised not to bother me anymore after he got his last hug from me. At that point of time, i really regretted what i've done. I felt what he felt. I hate myself more than i hate my own enemy. I really don't know what to do at that point of time. I begged for his forgiveness and begged to give me another one LAST chance. I know if can, he still wants me to be with him. But because of what i've said to him earlier, his heart really breaks into pieces and i can sense that it's hard for him to accept me back. I told him that now is his decision. I let him decide.
When i got home, i recieved a text message from him. He said that he forgive me and willing to give me another one last chance. I'm so happy to read that text message and i straight away called him. He is still crying when i talked to him otp. But then, he stopped when i say that i promised to stop all this nonsense and be faithful with him. I've break so many promises but he still trusted me. But this time, i successfully kept my words. He also helped me changed my attitude. He took a really good care of me and yeah, i changed alot. I'm the old gf he've known from the start of this relationship.
And now, i really loved him alot and i don't even care about those guys out there. Now, in my heart is only my mat. He's the bestest mat i've ever had. Till now, we are the Happiest Couple (: . Pray hard for us to last long and get married. Hehe (:
So yeah, this is a story of myself. I bastard my mat. Not my mat bastard me.
Haha. And till now, my mat still remains his old self. He did not change a single attitude.
What a good BF i have. Thanks to allah for letting me be with him.
And yeah, he's also the guy who must tanggong my maruah. hahas (:
Awwww, this is really a great love story. I can start singing Taylor Swift's Love Story anytime now (: Sebagai chekgoo yang mahir dalam hal-hal cinta, I must say that our reader here has found herself a good catch. Not many Mats are able to do what her Mat has done. Long live kind Mats!
P.S. On the other hand, please treasure your beloves Mats/Minahs before they exit from your lives. True love comes by only once hor!
Sekian, Wasalam (Because chekgoos are polite and they respect other people, good or bad),
Chekgoo Bedah ¶ 11:27:00 PM
| From: | ________________________ |
| Sent: | 11 March 2010 22: 43PM |
| To: | knowyourmats@hotmail.com |
Hey there TMS.
I never fail to passby this blog everytime i uses the computer.
I love reading this blog alot.
And i have been reading all the comments those readers gave to TMS.
Saying that actually not only the MATS yg buat perangai.. But it can also be the MINAH..
And i agreed. Because i myself have bastard my own mat.
So here i am going to share to you people, TMS & readers about myself.
I've been with this mat for 3 yrs. We got to know each other when we got into the same school. We became friends, and soon, lovers. Both liked each other, but he made the first move. So i accepted his love because i really find him suitable for me and i know that he can take good care of me and won't play with my feelings. And it's true. So yeah, At first, everything went well. We were like the Sweetest couple ever. Our friends told us that they really wish to be like us. Sweet & faithful to each other. After about 5 mnths with him, he wanted to make love. So yeah, he is the guy that made me lost my V. We did it when he wants it.
Until about 1 yr plus going to be 2 yrs, i started to feel like JELAK ngn my mat ni. So my attitude, behaviour towards him all changed. I started to contact with other guys. My ex, guys from friendster and stuffs. I met other guys behind his back. And by doing all this, my love for my mat will continue to fade. He asked me why i've changed alot but i just ignored him and make him hurt more so that he will break-up with me. Because i know, it's hard for him to leave me. I tried my very best to make him hate me. But i failed. No matter what happens, he still wants to be with me. It's not because of my body that make him don't want to leave me. It's true. I know him well. If it's true he's just going after my body, why won't he go and contact with other girls. Why the hell he sanggop buat ape2 for me. Why when i asked him to stop drinking, he stopped. Why when i asked him to stay at home and don't follow his friends go ton, he stayed at home & otp with me the whole night. Can see from there right that he truly loves me. He have once told me that out of all his ex, he loved me the most. Because the way i care for him, the way i comfort him when he's down, the way i layan him, all different from his ex. And that is why he loved me most.
But then, after all what he have done for me, this is what i gave him in return. He caught me contacting with other guys a number of times. Still, he loves me & be patient. But me, just do what i want and don't care about his feelings, still didn't change my attitude. There's one time he caught me again contacting wit another guy when i'm at his house, watching TV & that guy texted me. He pulled me out of his house and he let out all his feelings. He told me that his mom already loved me and accepted me as her son's gf and trusted me. He told me that his heart really breaks into pieces and feel like breaking-up with me but he think twice and be patient towards me. But after he waste his energy crying his heart out for me, i told him to just leave me and go find a new girl that's better than me. He cried more and punched the wall a number of times because he really doesn't want to lose me. I know how he feels. Sad, angry, stressed, all in his feelings. I stopped him and i told him that i loved him and will not do it again. He stopped and he hugged me. He trusted me and believed that i can change for him.
After a few months, i started to contact with other guys again. After about sometime, i quarelled with him about something that makes me really mad. And that was the first time he lay his hands on me. He slapped me hard on my face. I got really mad and i told him that i really don't want him to be my bf anymore. I told him to leave me right that minute. And this time, it's me who told him that i've been contacting with other guy behind his back. I told him because i just want to hurt his feelings more. I told him i loved that guy. I told him my feelings for him has faded and not even 1% left. He cried. He cried and he told me that if that is what i want and will make me happy, he will let me have what i want. He promised not to bother me anymore after he got his last hug from me. At that point of time, i really regretted what i've done. I felt what he felt. I hate myself more than i hate my own enemy. I really don't know what to do at that point of time. I begged for his forgiveness and begged to give me another one LAST chance. I know if can, he still wants me to be with him. But because of what i've said to him earlier, his heart really breaks into pieces and i can sense that it's hard for him to accept me back. I told him that now is his decision. I let him decide.
When i got home, i recieved a text message from him. He said that he forgive me and willing to give me another one last chance. I'm so happy to read that text message and i straight away called him. He is still crying when i talked to him otp. But then, he stopped when i say that i promised to stop all this nonsense and be faithful with him. I've break so many promises but he still trusted me. But this time, i successfully kept my words. He also helped me changed my attitude. He took a really good care of me and yeah, i changed alot. I'm the old gf he've known from the start of this relationship.
And now, i really loved him alot and i don't even care about those guys out there. Now, in my heart is only my mat. He's the bestest mat i've ever had. Till now, we are the Happiest Couple (: . Pray hard for us to last long and get married. Hehe (:
So yeah, this is a story of myself. I bastard my mat. Not my mat bastard me.
Haha. And till now, my mat still remains his old self. He did not change a single attitude.
What a good BF i have. Thanks to allah for letting me be with him.
And yeah, he's also the guy who must tanggong my maruah. hahas (:
Awwww, this is really a great love story. I can start singing Taylor Swift's Love Story anytime now (: Sebagai chekgoo yang mahir dalam hal-hal cinta, I must say that our reader here has found herself a good catch. Not many Mats are able to do what her Mat has done. Long live kind Mats!
P.S. On the other hand, please treasure your beloves Mats/Minahs before they exit from your lives. True love comes by only once hor!
Sekian, Wasalam (Because chekgoos are polite and they respect other people, good or bad),
Chekgoo Bedah ¶ 11:27:00 PM
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