Nak kate attached , tap feeling2 single
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18 March 2010 21: 52PM |
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Well , tengok korang share story pon macam best so I decided to share my story jugak .
Dulu , I ad kenal nan nie matrep , A , through my friend lah ble kte lepak . He flirted with me but I didn't fell for him at first . Lepas kte dh lepak semue baru I fell for him lah .
Then kte same sekolah cume tak selalu nampak each other . Then a few times kte nampak each other , I smile . Be die senyum balek , I pun happy lah . Sape lah tak happy kalau orang die suke senyum kan ? Hehe . I lepak nan die on June be baru dapat tau name die on October , sedih kan ? Hehe .
On October , die message I lah then I reply . Part tu I tengah contact nan laki nie , kte almost stead lah tap at last tak because I jatuh cinte pat si A nie . Kawan si laki yg I tengah contact time tu sot nan I pasal I pilih A instead of kawan die lah . I pun buat bodoh and sanggop tinggalkan kawan die . Kawan die pon benci I , tap i tak kesah and tetap nak dengan si A nie .
He asked me for stead a few times tap I asyik ckp , " tatau " . DIe pon ngadu nan kawan I lah . I pon buat bodoh sahaje . Be die tunggu I nye birthday . Die mintak on birthday I , and I pun accept . Dah gtu . Lepas kte stead , kte jumpe 1 kali aje . Pathetic kan ? Padahal kte tinggal tempat same , Jurong . Satu bus aje kene naik untok jumpe each other tap die pon tak make the effot lah kan untok datang snie jumpe I . I sedih . I ngadu pat jiran I yang die berubah eversince kte together . Dulu die slalu make the effort to come all the way here untuk jumpe I be sekarang dah tak . Die dulu slalu antar I alek , sekarang tak .
Then dulu pon die slalu check I nye phone be marah I ble I contact nan laki laen . Tap lepas stead teros dh tak . Hati I pecah lah kan . Nk kate attached , tap feeling sngle . Be kte nye 1 month anniversary die tak wish I , I nye hati lag pecah . Sape tak sedih kalau mataeh terlupe anniversary ? Ble tanye , die cakap die tunggu I message die dulu . Banyak alasan .
Satu kali nie kawan I nak lepak nan die and kawan2 die sekejap . I pon okay go sahaje lah since mataeh I ad . Check2 ble die sampai , die salam I cam kawan biase salam , bukan mataeh . Be ble I bobal nan kawan I , die cakap kat kawan die " Eh kau ad dgr org bobal tak ? " . Perangai sial kann ? I tetap stay nan die pasal I sayangkan die punye pasal .
Oh terlupe nak cakap . Die nie nak katekan hot jugak lah , senang attract attention perempuan . Dulu die blang I die pernh timer lah kan so tatau skrg maseh timer tak . Die ad contact nan enemy I ble I dengan die . Darah I naik tap I takd proof lah so I diamkan sahaje . Ble I g Malacca , I suroh die update blog die . End up , die suroh si chibai tu updatekan die . Perangai sial nie chibai Dah tau laki tu att maseh nk flirt . Then 3 days after kte nye anni , die tanye kalau I maseh sayangkan die and stuffs . I pun keluarkan lah pasal si chibai nie be die try to deny . End up , die message I ckp " u sng kate kte break sudah u kate u syg i but u prngi cam gnie "
I pun wondering lah eh ape I buat sampai I perangai . Die tu yang perangai . Then this year , I ad stead nan satu laki nie , B , pasal I nak lupekan die . I dh penat tunggukan die , cube all tactics untuk menangkan hati die balek tap gagal . So in order to lupekan die , I pun stead nan laki laen lah . A dapat tau , die cakap pat I suroh berubah blog I pasal blog I semue pasal die lah . Abe I kate nanti , teros die kate " MATAEH KAU SAK " . I pun geram I berubah sket lah . Padahal dlm hati I maseh sayangkan die . Die benci I pasal I stead nan B . Then got one time kte terserempak lah be sedare I cakap die maki I , no wonder lah kawan die dh senyum2 pat I . I pun tanak si A nie benci I so I berubah perangai I terhadap B and I tunggu die mintak I break . Atlast , kte break . Smpi skrg I tetap tunggu kan die .
You think I should still wait for him ? Would appreciate kalau korang give I suggestions (:
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P/s: Its a lil hard for me to give you some advice as I did not fully understand what you are trying to project. But one thing that i learn from your story is for you not to be so petty. I am sure that you felt proud to be a girlfriend of the hottest guy in school. but You cant simply date another guy, just to forget the previous guy. It wont help my dear. But till now, u are still in love with him right? though you had date other guys. And about the anniversary thing, being in a relationship for just a month makes me think that you are one girl who falls in love so easily. Don't mind him, for not wishing you. Its not important to him anyway. If it does, you are just a phone call away. Think about it my dear. Go explore new people. There's numerous guys out there. To Miss Enot, he's just not treating you right. So go far far far away from him. Laki macam gini, lipat mcm bola, pastu tendang jauh2.
Signing Off,
Miss ENOT
♥
u all deep2
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