Sakit ker tak, Mat nie.
From:__________________
Sent: 19 February 2010 01: 06AM
To: knowyourmats@hotmail.com
Hey people.. I would like to share a story based on my experiences..
Hope you guys enjoy reading..
I consider myself a freak at times..If u could look into my heart, it's black..I was not always like this though..Used to be bubbly, happy-go-lucky..Experiences took that away..
I pernah kenal macam2 lelaki lahs..Yang handsome tapi player,Yang tak handsome tapi step player,And lelaki yang i tk tahu aper nak cakap..
Tapi ader satu lelaki yang i kenal, really left a lot of hatred in me..
I kenal A dari my ite dulu..Dier pernah mintak my number..Tapi i tak kasi at that point of time pasal i nga attached..My friend, F rapat dgn bestfriend A..F selalu bilang i yang A ni paiseh pasal i mcm tolak dier..
Pi bukannyer i bermaksud nak buat dier macam gitu lahs..A orang nyer macam typical good guys lahs..Muker dier, prangai dier smuer..During our time in ite, kiter tak bebual sangat..
Biler i masok poly, kebetulan dier pun samer poly dgn i..Tapi dier 1 year senior than me..
I joined a certain activity in school..I tahu A attached dengan E..Tapi i pun tak kisah pasal i was attached at that point of time..
Then one day, me and my bf broke up..Kebetulan, A msn dgn i on that day itself..Dier bilang i dier pun nga single..Then, dier bebual bende jiwang2 arh..I tahu he was merely sweet talking..Tapi i decided to kasi dier chance..Since it started way back in ite..I awkward jugak lahs mula2..
Satu hari, our activity group ader gathering..Kirekan itu first time we meet since kiter attached..Biler dah habis gathering, kiter spent time 2 orang ajer..Then, i got to know him better..
I punyer impression of dier was,walaupun dier sweet talker motha fucka,dier kind of baik..Walaupun dier tak handsome, tapi hati dier tulus..Or so i thought..
I nyer orang actually not that financially well off lahs..Cukup2 makan lahs katekan..I ader keje part time..Tapi pasal i nga studying, i bleh keje braper hari ajer..
A pulak criter pasal family situation dier..Dier kater bapak dier tk suker dier masok that activity group and regard it as a waste of money..I tahu dier ader keje..Pi i tak tahu how much dier earning..
I kesian punyer pasal, i offer untuk kluarkan duit biler kiter kluar one fine day..I sanggup tipu mak i untuk dapatkan duit tu..I ni smoker, so is he..I isap rokok merah, dier isap rokok kretek..I benci arh kretek..Pi dier nyer pasal, i sanggup beli rokok kretek untuk dier..
Lamer kelamaan, jadi kebiasaan pulak asyik i yang kluar duit biler kiter kluar..I tak mind lahs..Kesian nyer pasal..Then, satu hari, baru abt few weeks kiter mataer, dier mintak i BJ..I cakap i tak nak..Macam merepek kan..Tak sampai sebulan, nak buat bende2 bodoh..Dier kater dier need it and stuffs..I cakap i tak nak means tak nak..
In the end, dier mintak break..I memang tak kisah.. Pasal feeling i untuk baru seberaper jek..
Biler dah break dgn dier, aru i dapat tahu stuffs from the seniors..Dorg bilang i yang A i suker mataer sekejap2..Kadang2 the rest of the guys sampai bet dgn each other how long he can last with a new girl..
I bingit lahs..Dorg sepatutnyer bilang i siang2..What if i dah btol2 sayangkan dier?I dapat tahu from S that A nyer ex before me break dengan dier pasal. he was ''taking things too fast''..I was shocked.. Pasal lelaki ni muker tak macam lelaki ''sakit''..
Then, came more stories..How dier used the same tactics untuk dapatkan duit dari orang..
Ader one of his friend bingit dengan dier pasal dier kerja, yet dier indirectly mintak i duit..
What brings this hatred is that, biler break up,dier takder cakap thanks pun kat i for all the things i did for him..Dier lagi boleh tengok i macam i yang salah biler bertembung..Sumpah macam siak prangai..
I am thankful me and him break up siang2..Kalau tak, bankrupt lahs aku..
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