Perfect formula of a Mat.
From:__________________________
Sent: 21 February 2010 18: 03PM
To: knowyourmats@hotmail.com
Well this story was when i was in Secondary 1 . I didnt know what is love all about and what is sex . When i was on that stage , i only know how to kiss and hold hands with a guy . This guy is really special to me and he was in the express class . He was a new student in my school . He use to be in Sport School till he got kick out . One day he added me in friendster . Itu bila tyme bnyk oranq maen friendster larhh kan ! :D So i accepted his request . In the end we chatted through msn and we both gave our contact numbers . When in school he always smile and me and my heart will always melt . His smile means something to me . For the first time i thought he wasn't a bad guy but after all it was just what i didnt imagine . After school he ask me to meet under his block .
I waited for him 5 to 10 minutes under his block . Finally he arrive and he hugged me . I feel special on that time . He took me up and we both went to a staircase . He hold my hand tightly and next i knew he open my school uniform . Yeah you people we say why your so dumb ? You could stop but then i don't know i didnt . He open his zip and suddenly i knew the first time i saw a men penis . It was life experience for me . We didn't do sex or whatever . He ask me to sucks his dick in a nice way and i did it . End up lioke two days we did the same thing . Yes i was pretty dumb . A bimbo perhaps you could say ? Well never judge a person without knowing him and don't find love , let the love find you .
Few months , i know he have a girlfriends . And i feel use on some way . One day i heard a rumours about me in school . Almost everyone look at me strangly and i found out from my friends say he told almost a number of people about us doing in the staircase . Hurrily i ran to the toilet and cried . I feel like commiting suicide but it such a waste of my life . From that day i didn't trust any guys but now i know the limits of true love .
Now i heard he already done sex with a numbers of girls . Well i am luckly enough not doing with him or not i will be his next suspect to him .
To you girls out there ; Don't let somebody take control of you .
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