Thursday, February 25, 2010
Mat Pisau Cukur
From:______________________________________
Sent: 24 February 2010 19: 42PM
To: knowyourmats@hotmail.com
Hello to typicalMATsays , i just knew your blog yesterday & i decided to post something about the experience i had . I have got cheated with my heart & my money . Maybe all of you will think that i am stupid , but its real .?
So there's this one guy(d) , who was attached to my friend(b) . On my birthdae , D called me on my phone and i pick it up . I didnt know it was him at the first place , as i didnt know what his house number was . I thought it was my friend & started talking to him . & i asked him who is this , he told me his name . I was shocked to receive that call from him , as B told me that D hasnt been calling her . D started to talk to me about relationship , & asking me weird qns . Out of a sudden , he actually sounded me for stead . I was in hock that time & he told me that he hate B , & he loves me . His wonderful lies & sweettalks , make me believe in him . He told me he has been waiting for me since Oct. 2009 after he broke up with B. But as when the day he wanted to sound me for stead , B sounded him for patch & as i was attached at that time , he couldnt get me . I was so silly that i believed in him . I accepted him despite knowing he's with B . I couldnt get over everything me & him had gone thru all this while . He was just a liar , a sweettalker . He told me that he would sound B for a break up asap . So i asked , how long do you have to play timer ? He told me , just give him two days will do , he will settle everything . ?I told him okay , as i thought he would really love me & care for me .
After three days , my friend told me that he called her . I was like , i thought D said he dont love B anymore ? But why ? & as day passes , i was with him for a week . & finally, we met each other to collect our PSLE cert. I was the only girl among the three boys . & when the rest of the boys gone , it was left with me & him . & then we were hugging each other , suddenly , one of our friend saw us & went to find B & B came & asked D for break . D kept quiet , i sense his sadness . I wasnt happy at all , not at all . I dont know why , i should be happy getting him like officially , but i am not . I feel like i have betrayed the trust B gave to me . I feel that B had made the wrong choice as choosing me as her twinny . I actually betrayed her , sometimes , love sacrifice your friends , your closes one . He act as if nothing happen for the rest of the 2 hour me & him are together at the RC . In my heart , i just feel like , alright , this boy dont seems to have heart at all . I know i know , his the hottest guy in 2009 & 2008 batch in (insertschool) .
But that doesnt mean , he can play with girls heart . He told me he has never ever played timer before , but i knew everything he did to B as B told me everything . I feel very guilty towards B after that incident . I lost many friends because of that . Just because of D , he ruined my life . I continued the r/s with him , as i really sayangkan him . Despite what he did to me. We went otp & we talked abt going to movie with each other the next day . So we really did mit , i waited for him for 15 minutes till he came . & i was the one who paid for the tickets , the drink he wanted . After watching the movie , we went to that RC again . & we saw his friend , ?he started to go with HER & actually ignored me . He knew i couldnt smell of cigg , but he still do . When he sends me 'home' , halfway home , he took my wallet & took my money saying that he wanted to buy food . But i know he wanted to go get cigg . I was disappointed by him . ?
I went home & i didnt mit him for abt 1 month & no matter how i text him , he would just avoid me . ?Until one day , i walked past him , i cried upon hearing him saying ILY to another girl . He came over with his friend(my ex) & my ex hugged me so tight infront of him , yet he did nothing but laugh . I dont know whats the place i had inside his heart . I told him , i wanted to talk to him alone . So he came to me , asking me for money before he talks to me . He took my $10 , & went to get cigg. I was sad , i cried , he came back . & we went to a certain block , i talk to him . & he started to hug me & kiss me . I thought he still remembers i am his girlf . The next day , i texted him , ?i asked him ;
Me : sayang , u love me still ?
D : no?
Me : then why u still stead with me when u dont love me ??
D ?: can u ask me for break?
Me : i will never ask u for break , if u want break , say only .?
D : k break with me .
I have never seen a guy like this , i was hurt , i cried for the one whole night & went back school with a swollen eyes , a week later , i found out , he alrh had another girl behind me . i cried & cried , i lost so many things for him & he did me this way . He's the first . I still have another experience i had , after this guy .
This year , i was with one of my friend(C) & we went to our old primary school . We saw my ex(A) there , he came over to us & started to talk to me . & then we went to somewhere together with our friends , we had KFC . we took photo , he hugged me while taking photo . I just got an accident recently , so i have a phobia of crossing the road , he holded my hand & guide me thru . we went to sit down & some places , he kissed me on my cheeks , saying it was my bday present . & that day onwards , i fell bck in love with him .
& i was shocked to receive his msg the next day , he sound me for patch . & we mit everyday after our school , & forever , he would disappoint me . I hate him bringing his guitar along , he always forgets abt me . One day , i texted his ex , & his ex told me , A stead with her & me at the same time but A asked him for break . I didnt ask him anything , of cos the reason is , i sayang him a lot . I kept quiet abt this , CNY gathering in my primaryschool , someone told me , he told everyone we broke up .
I cried , he show me , rolled his eyes on me . I texted him the next day , asked him , all this things , what does he want from me more . He said , he wanted to break . I went crying for a day & a night . Whenever i look at the photos me & him took , memories of me will flash back . He used to say to me ; " u , i will love u till my last breathe syg . " he ended all this , the last word he said to me was ; " takecare " i cant move on without him , i know myself well . eversince march 2009 , he came into my life , i knew he's the one . he said his heart welcomes me back anytime , but i do wonder , is there a place for me to be there right now ? D: ?the most hurtful thing he told me is , like u said , kissing u was a mistake on that day before we went together .?
I just cant get over all this . After that , i have no more trust on guys , till now i am single . & yesterday , supposed to be my one monthsary with him , yet he gave up .. This experiences i had is true , i was hurt by love for a lot of times till i am tired . I just wish i could get him back , i really do . I love him , he didnt contact me anymore . How do i move on my life ? its 2 weeks since he left .. & i am still in this kind of situation , he's enjoying his life , i never see him coming down to slack anymore . These two boys made a huge changes in my life . I just wish , all this is just a dreaaaam .......D;? ¶ 7:40:00 PM
Sent: 24 February 2010 19: 42PM
To: knowyourmats@hotmail.com
Hello to typicalMATsays , i just knew your blog yesterday & i decided to post something about the experience i had . I have got cheated with my heart & my money . Maybe all of you will think that i am stupid , but its real .?
So there's this one guy(d) , who was attached to my friend(b) . On my birthdae , D called me on my phone and i pick it up . I didnt know it was him at the first place , as i didnt know what his house number was . I thought it was my friend & started talking to him . & i asked him who is this , he told me his name . I was shocked to receive that call from him , as B told me that D hasnt been calling her . D started to talk to me about relationship , & asking me weird qns . Out of a sudden , he actually sounded me for stead . I was in hock that time & he told me that he hate B , & he loves me . His wonderful lies & sweettalks , make me believe in him . He told me he has been waiting for me since Oct. 2009 after he broke up with B. But as when the day he wanted to sound me for stead , B sounded him for patch & as i was attached at that time , he couldnt get me . I was so silly that i believed in him . I accepted him despite knowing he's with B . I couldnt get over everything me & him had gone thru all this while . He was just a liar , a sweettalker . He told me that he would sound B for a break up asap . So i asked , how long do you have to play timer ? He told me , just give him two days will do , he will settle everything . ?I told him okay , as i thought he would really love me & care for me .
After three days , my friend told me that he called her . I was like , i thought D said he dont love B anymore ? But why ? & as day passes , i was with him for a week . & finally, we met each other to collect our PSLE cert. I was the only girl among the three boys . & when the rest of the boys gone , it was left with me & him . & then we were hugging each other , suddenly , one of our friend saw us & went to find B & B came & asked D for break . D kept quiet , i sense his sadness . I wasnt happy at all , not at all . I dont know why , i should be happy getting him like officially , but i am not . I feel like i have betrayed the trust B gave to me . I feel that B had made the wrong choice as choosing me as her twinny . I actually betrayed her , sometimes , love sacrifice your friends , your closes one . He act as if nothing happen for the rest of the 2 hour me & him are together at the RC . In my heart , i just feel like , alright , this boy dont seems to have heart at all . I know i know , his the hottest guy in 2009 & 2008 batch in (insertschool) .
But that doesnt mean , he can play with girls heart . He told me he has never ever played timer before , but i knew everything he did to B as B told me everything . I feel very guilty towards B after that incident . I lost many friends because of that . Just because of D , he ruined my life . I continued the r/s with him , as i really sayangkan him . Despite what he did to me. We went otp & we talked abt going to movie with each other the next day . So we really did mit , i waited for him for 15 minutes till he came . & i was the one who paid for the tickets , the drink he wanted . After watching the movie , we went to that RC again . & we saw his friend , ?he started to go with HER & actually ignored me . He knew i couldnt smell of cigg , but he still do . When he sends me 'home' , halfway home , he took my wallet & took my money saying that he wanted to buy food . But i know he wanted to go get cigg . I was disappointed by him . ?
I went home & i didnt mit him for abt 1 month & no matter how i text him , he would just avoid me . ?Until one day , i walked past him , i cried upon hearing him saying ILY to another girl . He came over with his friend(my ex) & my ex hugged me so tight infront of him , yet he did nothing but laugh . I dont know whats the place i had inside his heart . I told him , i wanted to talk to him alone . So he came to me , asking me for money before he talks to me . He took my $10 , & went to get cigg. I was sad , i cried , he came back . & we went to a certain block , i talk to him . & he started to hug me & kiss me . I thought he still remembers i am his girlf . The next day , i texted him , ?i asked him ;
Me : sayang , u love me still ?
D : no?
Me : then why u still stead with me when u dont love me ??
D ?: can u ask me for break?
Me : i will never ask u for break , if u want break , say only .?
D : k break with me .
I have never seen a guy like this , i was hurt , i cried for the one whole night & went back school with a swollen eyes , a week later , i found out , he alrh had another girl behind me . i cried & cried , i lost so many things for him & he did me this way . He's the first . I still have another experience i had , after this guy .
This year , i was with one of my friend(C) & we went to our old primary school . We saw my ex(A) there , he came over to us & started to talk to me . & then we went to somewhere together with our friends , we had KFC . we took photo , he hugged me while taking photo . I just got an accident recently , so i have a phobia of crossing the road , he holded my hand & guide me thru . we went to sit down & some places , he kissed me on my cheeks , saying it was my bday present . & that day onwards , i fell bck in love with him .
& i was shocked to receive his msg the next day , he sound me for patch . & we mit everyday after our school , & forever , he would disappoint me . I hate him bringing his guitar along , he always forgets abt me . One day , i texted his ex , & his ex told me , A stead with her & me at the same time but A asked him for break . I didnt ask him anything , of cos the reason is , i sayang him a lot . I kept quiet abt this , CNY gathering in my primaryschool , someone told me , he told everyone we broke up .
I cried , he show me , rolled his eyes on me . I texted him the next day , asked him , all this things , what does he want from me more . He said , he wanted to break . I went crying for a day & a night . Whenever i look at the photos me & him took , memories of me will flash back . He used to say to me ; " u , i will love u till my last breathe syg . " he ended all this , the last word he said to me was ; " takecare " i cant move on without him , i know myself well . eversince march 2009 , he came into my life , i knew he's the one . he said his heart welcomes me back anytime , but i do wonder , is there a place for me to be there right now ? D: ?the most hurtful thing he told me is , like u said , kissing u was a mistake on that day before we went together .?
I just cant get over all this . After that , i have no more trust on guys , till now i am single . & yesterday , supposed to be my one monthsary with him , yet he gave up .. This experiences i had is true , i was hurt by love for a lot of times till i am tired . I just wish i could get him back , i really do . I love him , he didnt contact me anymore . How do i move on my life ? its 2 weeks since he left .. & i am still in this kind of situation , he's enjoying his life , i never see him coming down to slack anymore . These two boys made a huge changes in my life . I just wish , all this is just a dreaaaam .......D;? ¶ 7:40:00 PM
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