Mat JC, so what?
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Sent: 09 February 2010 13: 08PM
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This happened around 5 years ago, when im still in secondary 3. I never had a boyfriend before ever since but i do have crushes at that point of time. When i was in sec3, i get into my first rs ever and it turned out real bad, VERY bad.
There’s this one time, when i was in Primary 1, i had this bestfriend, name Haziq [not his real name]. We’re very close till one point of time, he didn’t came to school and i started crying cause i was only close with him and would go anywhere with him only. One day, he said “awak, nanti da besar kite kahwin eh”, yes i still remember that phrase. Eventually, in primary 3, we got into different class and were no longer close at all till then.
Then, there’s this one day when i was in secondary 3, i was browsing through my Friendster when i encountered his profile and so i added him as a friend and sent him a message there asking if he remembers me and how’s he, etc. He did reply to my message and accepted my friend request. He even asked me for my email add/ contact number so that we could get in touch.
I passed to him my email add and told him to add me in MSN. So he did, and we chatted and talked all about our old times together. Then one day, out of randomness, he sounds me to be his gf. It was too early and fast for me and i had no experience on that before, so i rejected. He kept persuading me and ensuring me that everything will be fine, he’ll be a good bf, etc, etc. So being a first-timer, i accepted it. Not even 24-hours of being together, we broke off. All because he texted me and said he wanna try having sex with me.
I was scared, very scared so i told him i wouldn’t want that and i asked for a break-up because i suspected he sound me only cause he wanted sex. He was damn angry when i rejected and agreed to breaking up. After a few days, he texted me again, he told me he won’t bring up tt topic again, yada, yada, yada. Being stupid, naive me, i trusted him and continue my rs with him. Oh, and did i mention?
All that while, we haven’t met each other before. So there’s this one point of time he told me that he wanted to meet and i was excited actually but he just had to bring up that sex topic again. He told me to meet him at “this” carpark as it’s quite empty there. And when i told him i don’t want any sex, he’ll start to get pissed off and scold me and threatened to break up with me. I agreed to meet him but everytime he tried to take off my clothes and all, i’d find some excuse that i need to stand, etc, etc. Yes, i was saved !
And thank god, at this point of time, there’s this uncle around so he can’t do much. He was so pissed off cause we didn’t get to do anything. Though, i still continue our rs cause im starting to love him and it was my first ever rs so i wanted it to last. He ever brought me back to his home and thank god, before he even sempat to do anything, his parents reached home so i was saved.
There’s even this one time, he ring me up and forced me to go into this one porn website and asked me to watch it and forced me to moan. I kept on saying no and he was so pissed off that he just hangs up the phone on me. He didn’t contact me for a few weeks after that and when i tried contacting him, he won’t reply or pick up any of my calls.
Till one day, i texted his mum hp and he replied and told me not to reply till he contacts me cause his mum found out about us and told him to break up and stop contacting me. So we didn’t contact for about a few weeks. Then one day, i decided to view his Friendster profile and i was so shocked when i saw his status in a rs and there’s a few comments from a girl name ‘Amirah’ [not her real name] saying she loves him, etc, etc and also some other comments of people congratulating them. Then i browse through his pictures and saw them taking pic together and putting captions like Amirah loves Haziq, etc, etc. I viewed that girl profile and saw the same thing too.
I was very dissapointed and kept crying at tt point of time. So when he contacted me back a few days later, i asked him the truth and he was telling me that i LOVE to make assumptions[wtfff! I saw those with my own eyes siol] and he told me that whatever i saw wasn’t true at all. He told me that Amirah was his ex and that girl still can’t get over him and since she got his password, she uploaded their pics all over again, yada, yada. He was forcing me to believe him so despite feeling uncertain, i just continue with our rs.
One day, i was looking at my friend blog and came across this amirah’s blog so i went to read it, it’s all about this Haziq, she telling how much she loves him, how close she’s with his family, etc, etc. I felt like a loser, really. So i texted Haziq and told him that i know all the truth about him and her and he still keeps denying.
Ohh, did i mention that we kept breaking off and patching things up again around 7 times? Oh myy ! and that lasted for around a year plus okay ! -.- there’s this one point, he texted me saying “ baby , i wanna meet you. My penis misses your vagina very much” . i was feeling wtfff cause i swear,
we’ve never had sex before though he always asked for it. So yeah, after getting so tired and very pissed off with him, i decided to break up with everything and throw every memories of ours. He agreed to breaking up as he told me that i wouldn’t wanna have sex with him so he doesn’t want me anymore. So then i asked him, when we’re together , what did he treat me as? Gf? A friend only ? And his reply really disappoints me and makes me angrier. His reply was “Your just a sex partner to me, im attached with Amirah actually” .. Wtfffffffff ! since that day, i hated him and till today i’ll never forgive him.
And yes, till today, i still do see him with Amirah around. And when he saw me, all he did was looked at me and i would just walked away cause i don’t even wanna see his face at all. Sometimes i just feel like telling this Amirah girl but i didn’t cause i didn’t wanna spoil their long rs. There’s this one point of time he chatted with me around 2 years back
i think and told me that he’d had sex with malay girls and now he wants to try Chinese and Indian girls and asked me if i can find any of those girls for him. I blocked him straight away and that was the last chat. He used to msged me still in the middle of the night asking if i’ve even changed my mind to have sex with him so i changed my number too.
So girls out there. Beware of this kind od sick guys. Just get away from them. They’d even lie about their status just to have sex and then would leave you cause they’re in a rs and loves their gf but too desperate to have sex. (-__-) !
Oh, and this guy here came from a very good school and currently in JC too. So people, never judge a book by it’s cover. He looks decent, very educated but his brains are just polluted. So doesn’t mean that if that guy came from a good school means that he’s a good guy okay . do take note (:
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