Mat Army From:______________________________
Sent: 24 February 2010 19: 03PM
To: knowyourmats@hotmail.com

I thought of sharing w you guys my story .

So ok lah , I kenal w this guy . ok just call him xxx . die ni actually kawan lama i , i kenal die 3 yrs ago , i suke die dulu , tp dulu ( last yr) kita lose contact , i tataw kenapa , die da attached i think , sedih tu ade lah but lama2 i get used to it cos i kenal org lain so tk ingt die sgt . But nta mcm mana , on Jan last month , i try to talk to him thru FB , he said he miss me . i pon same la kan pasal da berbulan / bertahun tk npk die . Kita pon contact la balik .

From there i ade mcm feeling2 balik kat die . Die ajak i kuwa everyweekends cos weekdays die ade ade kat camp . Budak Army . klau kuar , kita mcm da together gitu , die hug i , pimpin tgn i sume .

Die selalu text i , call i , ckp imy sume . sapa tk suke kalu org kata gitu , lagi2 klu org tu kita suke . Feeling die wahhhhhhh ! Then oneday die kata ngan i yg i tk treat die betol bile kita keluar and i was like eh sejak bile eh . Die kata itu ini mcm2 kat i . die tudoh i .

I ckp sorry seme byk kali , die tknk accept . i pon taktahu la kenapa kan . korng tahu , everytime die buat salah , i close one eye , i slu give in tapi die ? TAK ! nty kalau die buat , die kata sorry , tapi buat lagi . i salah sikit , die kata i mcm2 . I lagi da admit mistakes i sume , die tknk dgr .

Then i buat bodo lah dulu , i msg pon die tk reply . I da suspect die confirm da mcm malas nan i . Kwn i seme kata lupe kan die , but i tkleh . susah, psl i da start suke die balik . tpi ade kwn i kata tkmu give up . Then sikit hari , die bbl msn nan i , i pon bbl mcm biase . Die kata kita perempuan taktahu treat laki btol2 . i mcm WTF , drg ingt drg sapa . Die pon kata yg die ni actually desperate for benda tu , korng paham2 ape lah kan and the other thing he's desperate of is , girls . Eh boleh die kata gitu mcm nan i !? Die kata die nan " kalau i bilang u pon , step i dpt je "

Cos of that he resulted to Clubs and party . Biase lah , byk pmpan kan . I marah lah ape lagi . haix . I dpt taw dri kawan die yg die Give up nan i . makkk sapa tk marah kan ! Takkan setakat i treat die tk btol , setakat satu kali je taw , den nk gv up ? tk masok akal langsung !

Then one day i tk boleh tahan nan die , i maki die mcm org gile , psl mcm kurang aja , die da kasi i hope sey , abeh last2 mcm gini . Die lagi boleh kata die tk hurt i , die tk buat salah apape . OTAK DIE UH ! da mcm gini2 die kata tk buat salah . geram ! i ckp nan die " i like you , why must you do this to me ?!"

Budak army ni kan seme fikiran same . tak ckp sumer lah , mostly . cos my kwn pon is in the same boat w me . Drg ni tknk kalah , ape drg ckp , pada drg btol . Kita sume ni salah . drg selalu fikir pasal pmpan n drg nk bnde tu dri pmpan . Serious ! Agaknye kat dalam camp da kene torture byk sgt , tu sbb fikiran gitu tk ?

Smpai skrng i masih tunggu die , kawan i kata i bodoh tgu die uat apa , tp i sayang die sejak dari dulu . i pon kdg2 rasa i penat , tgu die seme tapi i still holding on to every hope i have . Mana tahu oneday , die realise die salah and that i am the one for him . I just hope that he realise lah the mistakes he made . I nk angry nan die pon tk boleh la , i syg die sgt sgt . haixx ..

Sampai disini sahaja cerita i . Terima Kasih (:  ¶ 7:38:00 PM