Sunday, February 28, 2010
Luar lain, Dalam lain
From:____________________________________
Sent: 24 February 2010 21: 21PM
To: knowyourmats@hotmail.com
Luar lain, dalam lain. Let me explain kalau sape2 tk phm. Luar lain, dalam lain, what i meant was, depan kiter, dier baik, trustworthy, helpful & all the good stuffs you can think about a friend. Tapi dalam, dorang buat baik ni smuer, just to GET RID OF YOU. So this is a story i am going to share with you people based on my own experience.
I have a friend, whom i already anggap sebagai my own "KAKAK". We have been in the same class for 4years in secondary school. Straight from Sec1 to Sec4, same class. Check2 ITE pn samer, &samer class eh? Eee tnk uh aku. Harap2 tk seh. But time sec1 to sec2, i'm not that close to her. We are like normal classmates. But when sec3, we became close, very close until smuer org ckp kitorang dah cm adek bradek. I find that she understands me very well. &she find that i understands her very well too. But i understand her dgn ikhlas and tk pernah pn terpikir untuk nk hurt her feelings or backstab her. Oh yeah, i forgot to mention that i am attached since sec1. You maybe wondering why on earth i must say out that i am attached. Well, continue to read and there's an answer to this.
My friend ni, she's the type that is very OPEN with EVERYONE. Be it a girl or a guy. I dah lamer tau yg majority in school benci dier and called her a bitch sebabkn prangai dier yg OPEN tu [especially dgn guys]. But i ignored what those people say coz i don't want to break our friendship & scared of losing her coz i thought she's the only friend that understand me well & she's my listening ear whenever i have problems. Dier ni kan, will go around, and hugging boys like as if that boy dier nyer matair. But no. She's already attached to someone not from our school. But, she still goes around, hugging boys, hug the boy's arm when walking, sitting very near to the boys and lying on their shoulders and fell asleep & stuffs. Tu yg buat org benci dier. Dengan matair org pon dier gitu! Saper tk sot kan. Tapi dier tk brani bitch around dgn matair i coz she KNOWS that i'll get hurt and stuffs.
So one day ni, my other good friends in school told me stuffs about her, and encourage me to ignore her before anything happens. Being stubborn, didn't believe their words & don't want to lose my friendship with that girl, instead i ignored them. They got pissed-off with me and ignored me too. Then one fine day, i got info from a schoolmate, saying that this friend of mine, sukerkn boyfriend i and trying to snatch my boyfriend from me. At first i didn't believe what i heard, coz i trusted this friend of mine so much. Then lamer2, i'm starting to get the picture. At first dier nan boyfriend i sungguh tidak rapat. Kirekan dorang stakat cm Hi, Bye & joke around with each other in a friend2 way. Example : "Eh rabak siak.. Dah uh jgn bobal nan aku. Hee tk la fake.". Tapi tk selalu dorang joke around. Kadang2 biler my friend ni nk rapat2 nan boyfriend i, boyfriend i avoid dier coz boyfriend i sendiri pon tk sker dier. Boyfriend i say she MURAH. Hahaha!
Then now, my friend ni maken mcm sial. She took my HP, and told me that she wanted to send some pics of myself & songs from my HP. But no. I just feel like slapping her face until i am satisfied. I found out that she actually took my boyfriend's HP numbr, and texted him and being "caring" with him, and saying sweet words to my boyfriend. And guess what? Boyfriend i sendiri yg bilang i ni smuer. He showed me those messages my friend sent to hym. I pon marah tuh marah jgk la nan boyfriend i sebab dier reply those messages she sent, tpi tk sweettalk alik and stuffs la. Dier stakat jawab aper pompuan ni tanyer jer. Tpi yg buat i tnk marah sgt nan dier is becoz dier JUJUR. I tk pernah dapat lelaki cm gini seh. At last, my dream come true *smile widely*. Then from there onwards, i show my friend my attitude. I'm not being myself towards her, and she kept on wondering why am i like this. She continues to text my boyfriend until one day, i straight forwards wih her. I asked her what have she been doing behind my back. She didn't want to admit. I asked her that time she borrow my HP to actually get pictures, songs or my boyfriend's numbr. Then she kept on saying that she wants to get those pics and songs and begging me to believe her.
Then, i pull my boyfriend and asked hym to join our face-to-face talk. Then part ni, dier nyer muker darh nk nangis seh. Dier darh takot. Coz my boyfriend tunjok dier message2 tu infront of her face, infront of me. Padahal kan, my friend ni, is the only one who ALWAYS encourages me to LAST-LONG & TAKMO GADO2 nan boyfriend i. Then at last, ni rupernyer niat dier. I asked her whether it is true that she liked my boyfriend and wanted to snatch him away from me. Then she tukar subject. She kept on asking me to stop thinking all this about her and forget about the pass. I was so damn angry, my blood dah nk explode! Dier darh buat i cm gny, beh dier senang2 nk suroh i forget about the pass? I feel like killing her.
Then salah satu lelaki ni, quite rapat jugak la nan my friend ni & they always share secrets. Lelaki tu is my boyfriend's kawan baik. Tanak matikn buto, dier matikn nonok lor. Dier pn bocoh rahsier about this pompuan. He told my boyfriend, and my boyfriend told me. He told my boyfriend that this friend of mine, step baik2 jer nan i, just to be close to my boyfriend. KNNBCCB. That point of time, my darah smuer darh naik sia my face all turning damn red. I seriously feel like stabbing her all over her body until i am satisfied! So selamer ni, i just wasting my time, being her "BESTEST FRIEND". And at last, i got this. Right after the day i got to know what my boyfriend's friend told him, i straight away go to this girl. I told her what i heard. And she kept quiet and tk kluarkn aper2 pn dari mulot dier. Luckily i'm a soft-hearted girl. Kalau tk, my penumbok, penampah nabi all darh melayang kt muker dier uh. I regretted not believeing what those goodfriends of mine in school told me about this girl. I approached them, and beg for forgiveness.
So until now, i darh tk boboal nan ni BITCH. Haha. Now i also calling her bitch, like what others do :). Now, i'm happy with the friends i am with now. They are really good people and thousand times better than this asshole. Tapi kan, yg membuat i geram nan dier tk abes2, dier smpai skrg maseh tk ubah prangai dier yg so flirty and so bitchy. &,she still trying to ATTRACT ATTENTION from my boyfriend. I suspect kuat dier maseh ader feeling for my boyfriend. My boyfriend siket pon tk heran pasal dier. I saaayaang boyfriend i sangat2 :).
People, org kalau baik nan korang, tkper. Tapi jgn 100% trust them. You may not know what they have in mind for being good to you. Seriously, i darh betol nyer benci tgk muker dier. Pasal dier, now i dont wanna trust anyone i met. (: ¶ 3:35:00 AM
Sent: 24 February 2010 21: 21PM
To: knowyourmats@hotmail.com
Luar lain, dalam lain. Let me explain kalau sape2 tk phm. Luar lain, dalam lain, what i meant was, depan kiter, dier baik, trustworthy, helpful & all the good stuffs you can think about a friend. Tapi dalam, dorang buat baik ni smuer, just to GET RID OF YOU. So this is a story i am going to share with you people based on my own experience.
I have a friend, whom i already anggap sebagai my own "KAKAK". We have been in the same class for 4years in secondary school. Straight from Sec1 to Sec4, same class. Check2 ITE pn samer, &samer class eh? Eee tnk uh aku. Harap2 tk seh. But time sec1 to sec2, i'm not that close to her. We are like normal classmates. But when sec3, we became close, very close until smuer org ckp kitorang dah cm adek bradek. I find that she understands me very well. &she find that i understands her very well too. But i understand her dgn ikhlas and tk pernah pn terpikir untuk nk hurt her feelings or backstab her. Oh yeah, i forgot to mention that i am attached since sec1. You maybe wondering why on earth i must say out that i am attached. Well, continue to read and there's an answer to this.
My friend ni, she's the type that is very OPEN with EVERYONE. Be it a girl or a guy. I dah lamer tau yg majority in school benci dier and called her a bitch sebabkn prangai dier yg OPEN tu [especially dgn guys]. But i ignored what those people say coz i don't want to break our friendship & scared of losing her coz i thought she's the only friend that understand me well & she's my listening ear whenever i have problems. Dier ni kan, will go around, and hugging boys like as if that boy dier nyer matair. But no. She's already attached to someone not from our school. But, she still goes around, hugging boys, hug the boy's arm when walking, sitting very near to the boys and lying on their shoulders and fell asleep & stuffs. Tu yg buat org benci dier. Dengan matair org pon dier gitu! Saper tk sot kan. Tapi dier tk brani bitch around dgn matair i coz she KNOWS that i'll get hurt and stuffs.
So one day ni, my other good friends in school told me stuffs about her, and encourage me to ignore her before anything happens. Being stubborn, didn't believe their words & don't want to lose my friendship with that girl, instead i ignored them. They got pissed-off with me and ignored me too. Then one fine day, i got info from a schoolmate, saying that this friend of mine, sukerkn boyfriend i and trying to snatch my boyfriend from me. At first i didn't believe what i heard, coz i trusted this friend of mine so much. Then lamer2, i'm starting to get the picture. At first dier nan boyfriend i sungguh tidak rapat. Kirekan dorang stakat cm Hi, Bye & joke around with each other in a friend2 way. Example : "Eh rabak siak.. Dah uh jgn bobal nan aku. Hee tk la fake.". Tapi tk selalu dorang joke around. Kadang2 biler my friend ni nk rapat2 nan boyfriend i, boyfriend i avoid dier coz boyfriend i sendiri pon tk sker dier. Boyfriend i say she MURAH. Hahaha!
Then now, my friend ni maken mcm sial. She took my HP, and told me that she wanted to send some pics of myself & songs from my HP. But no. I just feel like slapping her face until i am satisfied. I found out that she actually took my boyfriend's HP numbr, and texted him and being "caring" with him, and saying sweet words to my boyfriend. And guess what? Boyfriend i sendiri yg bilang i ni smuer. He showed me those messages my friend sent to hym. I pon marah tuh marah jgk la nan boyfriend i sebab dier reply those messages she sent, tpi tk sweettalk alik and stuffs la. Dier stakat jawab aper pompuan ni tanyer jer. Tpi yg buat i tnk marah sgt nan dier is becoz dier JUJUR. I tk pernah dapat lelaki cm gini seh. At last, my dream come true *smile widely*. Then from there onwards, i show my friend my attitude. I'm not being myself towards her, and she kept on wondering why am i like this. She continues to text my boyfriend until one day, i straight forwards wih her. I asked her what have she been doing behind my back. She didn't want to admit. I asked her that time she borrow my HP to actually get pictures, songs or my boyfriend's numbr. Then she kept on saying that she wants to get those pics and songs and begging me to believe her.
Then, i pull my boyfriend and asked hym to join our face-to-face talk. Then part ni, dier nyer muker darh nk nangis seh. Dier darh takot. Coz my boyfriend tunjok dier message2 tu infront of her face, infront of me. Padahal kan, my friend ni, is the only one who ALWAYS encourages me to LAST-LONG & TAKMO GADO2 nan boyfriend i. Then at last, ni rupernyer niat dier. I asked her whether it is true that she liked my boyfriend and wanted to snatch him away from me. Then she tukar subject. She kept on asking me to stop thinking all this about her and forget about the pass. I was so damn angry, my blood dah nk explode! Dier darh buat i cm gny, beh dier senang2 nk suroh i forget about the pass? I feel like killing her.
Then salah satu lelaki ni, quite rapat jugak la nan my friend ni & they always share secrets. Lelaki tu is my boyfriend's kawan baik. Tanak matikn buto, dier matikn nonok lor. Dier pn bocoh rahsier about this pompuan. He told my boyfriend, and my boyfriend told me. He told my boyfriend that this friend of mine, step baik2 jer nan i, just to be close to my boyfriend. KNNBCCB. That point of time, my darah smuer darh naik sia my face all turning damn red. I seriously feel like stabbing her all over her body until i am satisfied! So selamer ni, i just wasting my time, being her "BESTEST FRIEND". And at last, i got this. Right after the day i got to know what my boyfriend's friend told him, i straight away go to this girl. I told her what i heard. And she kept quiet and tk kluarkn aper2 pn dari mulot dier. Luckily i'm a soft-hearted girl. Kalau tk, my penumbok, penampah nabi all darh melayang kt muker dier uh. I regretted not believeing what those goodfriends of mine in school told me about this girl. I approached them, and beg for forgiveness.
So until now, i darh tk boboal nan ni BITCH. Haha. Now i also calling her bitch, like what others do :). Now, i'm happy with the friends i am with now. They are really good people and thousand times better than this asshole. Tapi kan, yg membuat i geram nan dier tk abes2, dier smpai skrg maseh tk ubah prangai dier yg so flirty and so bitchy. &,she still trying to ATTRACT ATTENTION from my boyfriend. I suspect kuat dier maseh ader feeling for my boyfriend. My boyfriend siket pon tk heran pasal dier. I saaayaang boyfriend i sangat2 :).
People, org kalau baik nan korang, tkper. Tapi jgn 100% trust them. You may not know what they have in mind for being good to you. Seriously, i darh betol nyer benci tgk muker dier. Pasal dier, now i dont wanna trust anyone i met. (: ¶ 3:35:00 AM
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