Young and Sexually Deprived Mat This new post is another entry sent in by one of our readers. This entry really send chill down my spine. I cannot imagine Mat nowadays are kinda cruel and v beasty to the opposite gender. For all those who might feel the same way as one of our reader here, don't feel alone or depressed there is always a solution to every single problem that you face. Cheeyy, berfalsafah ni senah! haha.

From:________________________
Sent: 30 January 2010 11: 54AM
To: knowyourmats@hotmail.com

This is something I'd really want to share with the readers of this blog, because I never really told anyone about this before. It'd be really nice to get it off my chest.

Mat and I met at our part-time workplace five years ago. He was younger than me and was quite good-looking for his age actually. Initially he was a really nice guy; buying for me brownies and chocolates when we had common shifts together and even sent me home after work even though he was living quite far away. He was always story-telling to me that he was dumped by his girlfriend because she was cheating on him although he treated her very well. I felt sorry for him because he's a good guy and he didn't deserve any of these. We got together a month after that.

During the first month everything was fine. He was a caring boyfriend, always looking out for me, and would get really angry if anyone mistreated me. At that point of time, me being naive and immature, I thought that he was the one because none of my ex-boyfriends ever treated me the way he did. I was contented with what I have. And I was happier as this Mat never "liked" pretty girls. I, myself, am not that pretty by the way. I thought I had secured quite a good guy.

Coming second month, he started asking whether i'd love to have sex with him. I wasn't in favour of his "proposal" and kept changing the topic every time he brought it up. One day, he brought me to his house. He had konon-kononnya cooked for me and wanted me to try out his cooking. His house was always empty as his guardians were at work. Easy to say, he inserted his dick into me and me being a virgin, couldn't stop him because he was too strong. Truth to be told, I regretted that.

As the relationship progressed, our dates always ended up in having sex. He brought me ANYWHERE to have sex. At the multi-storey carpark, at the staircases, even at vacant blocks! I asked for a break-up umpteen times but each time he would start tearing and begging me to not leave him because he loved me a lot.

Fast forward the story, our second year into the relationship was the ultimate. We argued quite a lot until he got abusive. He'd beat me up at the void deck, punch my face and spat at me because he said that I was an emotional burden to him. The weird thing was, after beating me up, he'd start crying and would start wanting to get intimate with me. Eventually he'd initiate having sex. There were occasions where I refused to have sex with him and he'd start beating me and even tore my pants so that he could have sex with me.

The feeling was terrible. Imagine having sex unwillingly, and letting someone younger control you. We broke up in the end because he found a supposedly better girl. I was never happier after we ended our relationship. After the whole fiasco, his female friends started coming up to me, confessing that they had sex with the Mat several occasions. The Mat also had affairs behind my back. Kirakan aku ni sex partner and ATM je la. That bastard. I was fortunate he hadn't passed any STDs to me.

Girls, moral of the story? Nk matair dgn budak lagi muda boleh. Tapi jgn la carik yang slalu sakit nk main & yg kaki pukol.  ¶ 6:29:00 PM