Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Dah shoot tak nak tanggung.
Since i am v free right now, i decided to open up knowyourmats@hotmail.com email. Well, i got 6 v amazing stories and hamba ni tak tau nak choose sape. Conpused Senah. hehe.
I open up this readers entry where she emailed to me and was in an attachment form. At first, i wanted to open it last lah kan, sekali i read the title of the story, mcm best and guess what, this lady who wrote to me this particular entry got me hooked to every single sentence.
& to you who wrote to me this email, I salute you. Hats off for your courage. I seriously appreciate your inner strenght to go through everything and overcome everysingle odds infront of you.
From:____________________________
Sent: 26 January 2010 15: 31PM
To: knowyourmats@hotmail.com
This story is actually about MAT’s yang pandai buat anak, tapi tanak tanggong. It happens to me.
I’ve known xx since 2007. We work in the same retail line except that we work at different outlet. At that point of time he’s attached to zz. Im attached as well. All the staff knows about xx and zz. Well, I wasn’t that into xx at that point of time. We never even talk to each other. Tanak pandang pon muke dia. Well, matair org oi, tkkan lah aku nak kacau kan. Due to some reasons, I’ve quited my job. in 2008.
We bumped to each other when I was working at ____ , the same shopping centre where he worked at. Yeah, he still work at that current brand that I used to work before.
XX was like looking at me n say
“ Hey,dah lama tak Nampak? U keje dekat this shopping center ni ke? Kite ex change number nak? I tgh rushing ni, bile free we can smoke together”.
At that point of time, I wasn’t thinking anything. No harm ex-changing number kan. Setakat break time we can smoke together. We did ex change msgs, but never have the time to smoke together.
Until one day when I was at work, he called me up and says “ U at work ekh? I pick u up boleh? I off lah nari. Since we have no time to smoke together bile keje, let me pick u up from work lah. I drive lah. Lagi pon I boring dekat rumah ni”..
So yeah, he pick me up. We chat at chill. I did ask her about zz. Yeah , they are still together but was on the rocks. I couldn’t care much as I myself was attached at that point of time. After that night, we are very close. That’s when one day he finally broke off with zz. Seriously, I fell so comfortable being with him. He knows im attached. Then one day, I broke up with my current bf due to some reason. Since me n xx were single, we both give it a try to be together.
Dah macam laki bini. He pick me up and send me off to work since we work in the same shopping center. We took the same off day together. He even bawa I jumpe his parents. N yes, we make love. Not only once, but a few tymes. Bukan lepas luar, tapi lepas dalam. I did ask him “B, kalau I sanggkot macam mane?” He simply reply and say “ I will be a good dad, n of coz I akan tanggong”.. I dint think much at that point of time because, I know he could not run, coz I know where he stay n I’ve already met his parents.. We continue making love n not once did he lepas luar.
We were like totally in love with each other. Until one day, things turn sour, I’ve caught him contacting back with zz. Hati aku amat sakit!!!! He told me that he love both me n zz. I was like WHAT THE HELL??!!! Ape kau bebual ni??? I’ve decided to let him go and be with zz. We split for almost a week, and he came back to me.
Saying that he cant forget me and cant let me go.. I cant be with him, coz he cant be trusted. We both moved on with our life.
Then one day, I’ve missed my period. I don’t have a regular mensus circle. I totally panicked. I went to buy 3 pregnancy kit. All three of then POSITIVE. I’ve quickly contacted him and tell me lots of excuses. I ask him to meet me up, Beribu alasan dia bagi aku. “ I kene halau rumah lah, I dah kene buang ke lah, I tengah have financial problem” He doesn’t seem to care. Wei, aku ajak kau jumpe setakat nak bebual pasal ni anak dalam perot aku. At least bagi aku solution macam mane aku nak bilang parents aku. Last resort, I went to his work place, and I was told that he have already resigned. I fell so lost. Last resort I went to a private doc to check.
I was 4 months pregnant. At that point of tyme, otak aku ingat nak abort aje.. Parents aku tahu, mati aku. Tapi bile doc bilang yang baby dekat dalam perot aku itu dah cukup sifat, aku tak sampai hati nak bunuh anak aku sendiri. Yes, I’ve decided to keep the baby.
My parents know about it n we went to his house. Both our parents talk. I fell like killing him the moment I saw his face. Banyak kau punye kene halau rumah.
He have the guts to say “Itu betol tak betol anak aku? Nta kau main dengan laki mane nta, abeh kau kata itu anak aku.Kau kan banyak jantan. Dah lame kita putus abeh kau kata itu anak aku”
Aku punye lah bingit.. I answer back “ Kau fikir aku bodoh pe!! Tak kan aku tak tahu jantan mane aku main. Last aku main dengan kau. Last kau yang lepas dalam”
We started to argue infront of our parents. Bebual tak beralas punye. Our parents final decision was to check DNA. I’ve told my parent not to waste their money. Aku berani buat, aku berani tanggong. Biar anak aku besar takda bapak. That few months of struggling alone during my pregnancy really makes me give up on my life.Aku pulak kene retrenched at that point of time. Sampai utang kawan just to go for check-up and beli baby’s stuff. But thanks to my family and frens that have been there for me, I’ve gave birth to a healthy boy on July 2009. Yes, xx knows that I gave birth already. I know he have been viewing me in tagged. Well, u have the guts to buat anak, tapi tanak tanggong. Ada hati nak view, tapi takda hati jumpe and tegok anak kau. Aku tanak ape-ape pon dari kau, cume aku nak kau ingat kau kau tu dah bapak prang. At least have the brains to meet ur son. It pon kalau kau fikir itu anak kau. Nak check DNA konon. My fault for trusting him so much.
Ladies, if u’re making love, tolong lah jangan lepas dalam. Yes, he may say that he wanna tanggong but remember He might just dumped u anytime. By the tyme u realized that u’re pregnant, its too late. Dnt be like me. Having and raising a baby its not easy.
XOXO
I open up this readers entry where she emailed to me and was in an attachment form. At first, i wanted to open it last lah kan, sekali i read the title of the story, mcm best and guess what, this lady who wrote to me this particular entry got me hooked to every single sentence.
& to you who wrote to me this email, I salute you. Hats off for your courage. I seriously appreciate your inner strenght to go through everything and overcome everysingle odds infront of you.
From:____________________________
Sent: 26 January 2010 15: 31PM
To: knowyourmats@hotmail.com
This story is actually about MAT’s yang pandai buat anak, tapi tanak tanggong. It happens to me.
I’ve known xx since 2007. We work in the same retail line except that we work at different outlet. At that point of time he’s attached to zz. Im attached as well. All the staff knows about xx and zz. Well, I wasn’t that into xx at that point of time. We never even talk to each other. Tanak pandang pon muke dia. Well, matair org oi, tkkan lah aku nak kacau kan. Due to some reasons, I’ve quited my job. in 2008.
We bumped to each other when I was working at ____ , the same shopping centre where he worked at. Yeah, he still work at that current brand that I used to work before.
XX was like looking at me n say
“ Hey,dah lama tak Nampak? U keje dekat this shopping center ni ke? Kite ex change number nak? I tgh rushing ni, bile free we can smoke together”.
At that point of time, I wasn’t thinking anything. No harm ex-changing number kan. Setakat break time we can smoke together. We did ex change msgs, but never have the time to smoke together.
Until one day when I was at work, he called me up and says “ U at work ekh? I pick u up boleh? I off lah nari. Since we have no time to smoke together bile keje, let me pick u up from work lah. I drive lah. Lagi pon I boring dekat rumah ni”..
So yeah, he pick me up. We chat at chill. I did ask her about zz. Yeah , they are still together but was on the rocks. I couldn’t care much as I myself was attached at that point of time. After that night, we are very close. That’s when one day he finally broke off with zz. Seriously, I fell so comfortable being with him. He knows im attached. Then one day, I broke up with my current bf due to some reason. Since me n xx were single, we both give it a try to be together.
Dah macam laki bini. He pick me up and send me off to work since we work in the same shopping center. We took the same off day together. He even bawa I jumpe his parents. N yes, we make love. Not only once, but a few tymes. Bukan lepas luar, tapi lepas dalam. I did ask him “B, kalau I sanggkot macam mane?” He simply reply and say “ I will be a good dad, n of coz I akan tanggong”.. I dint think much at that point of time because, I know he could not run, coz I know where he stay n I’ve already met his parents.. We continue making love n not once did he lepas luar.
We were like totally in love with each other. Until one day, things turn sour, I’ve caught him contacting back with zz. Hati aku amat sakit!!!! He told me that he love both me n zz. I was like WHAT THE HELL??!!! Ape kau bebual ni??? I’ve decided to let him go and be with zz. We split for almost a week, and he came back to me.
Saying that he cant forget me and cant let me go.. I cant be with him, coz he cant be trusted. We both moved on with our life.
Then one day, I’ve missed my period. I don’t have a regular mensus circle. I totally panicked. I went to buy 3 pregnancy kit. All three of then POSITIVE. I’ve quickly contacted him and tell me lots of excuses. I ask him to meet me up, Beribu alasan dia bagi aku. “ I kene halau rumah lah, I dah kene buang ke lah, I tengah have financial problem” He doesn’t seem to care. Wei, aku ajak kau jumpe setakat nak bebual pasal ni anak dalam perot aku. At least bagi aku solution macam mane aku nak bilang parents aku. Last resort, I went to his work place, and I was told that he have already resigned. I fell so lost. Last resort I went to a private doc to check.
I was 4 months pregnant. At that point of tyme, otak aku ingat nak abort aje.. Parents aku tahu, mati aku. Tapi bile doc bilang yang baby dekat dalam perot aku itu dah cukup sifat, aku tak sampai hati nak bunuh anak aku sendiri. Yes, I’ve decided to keep the baby.
My parents know about it n we went to his house. Both our parents talk. I fell like killing him the moment I saw his face. Banyak kau punye kene halau rumah.
He have the guts to say “Itu betol tak betol anak aku? Nta kau main dengan laki mane nta, abeh kau kata itu anak aku.Kau kan banyak jantan. Dah lame kita putus abeh kau kata itu anak aku”
Aku punye lah bingit.. I answer back “ Kau fikir aku bodoh pe!! Tak kan aku tak tahu jantan mane aku main. Last aku main dengan kau. Last kau yang lepas dalam”
We started to argue infront of our parents. Bebual tak beralas punye. Our parents final decision was to check DNA. I’ve told my parent not to waste their money. Aku berani buat, aku berani tanggong. Biar anak aku besar takda bapak. That few months of struggling alone during my pregnancy really makes me give up on my life.Aku pulak kene retrenched at that point of time. Sampai utang kawan just to go for check-up and beli baby’s stuff. But thanks to my family and frens that have been there for me, I’ve gave birth to a healthy boy on July 2009. Yes, xx knows that I gave birth already. I know he have been viewing me in tagged. Well, u have the guts to buat anak, tapi tanak tanggong. Ada hati nak view, tapi takda hati jumpe and tegok anak kau. Aku tanak ape-ape pon dari kau, cume aku nak kau ingat kau kau tu dah bapak prang. At least have the brains to meet ur son. It pon kalau kau fikir itu anak kau. Nak check DNA konon. My fault for trusting him so much.
Ladies, if u’re making love, tolong lah jangan lepas dalam. Yes, he may say that he wanna tanggong but remember He might just dumped u anytime. By the tyme u realized that u’re pregnant, its too late. Dnt be like me. Having and raising a baby its not easy.
XOXO
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